Back to life - Eddie Perfect

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Mình ko giữ hai cái blog cùng lúc dc thì phải

Ờ thì hãy viết lyrics của bài kia mình thích

Okay I wrote down what I listen. English is not my first language so it might be wrong in some parts. Are we cool ? Cool.


Back To Life - Eddie Perfect

You're right beside me tell me why the god above abandoned us.
While we were busy hiding, the universe decided another plan for us.
Is there some reason ? Some shift in the season ?
Couldn't we bring it back to life ?
If somehow we found it, that tape and rewind it, would that make it right ?

Took so long to find you. I'm one step behind you, dragging you back into the light.
Before you drift by love, how about one more trial love ?
Couldn't we bring it back to life ?

No one knows the ending. Everybody's guessing just like you and me.
And since we're all pretending, why don't we pretend that we were meant to be  ?
Let's forget the reason, the shift in the season.
Couldn't we bring it back to life ?
If somehow we found it, that tape and rewind it, would that make it right ?

Took so long to find you. Need I remind you ? We were like ships lost in the night.
Before you drift by love, how about one more trial love ?
Couldn't we bring it back to life ?

Been a long time

lâu rồimới vào blogger. Từ hè năm ngoái blogger bị chặn ở VN nên phải tạo tumblr xong bị ghiền xong không quay lại blogger nữa. Ây dào đây là nơi mình trút bầu tâm sự thường xuyên trong mấy năm qua. Sẽ cố gắng ko bỏ rơi nó như mình đã bỏ cái livejournal.

Ừ thì tiếng anh mình sành sõi hơn nhiều, nhưng thi thoảng dc gõ tiếng việt cũng có cái thú của nó.

Songs that I listed in my playlist called 'Self-harm songs' and a couple of my favourite other songs suicide-related

Title says pretty much everything eh ? And this will be all in English. Jesus Christ, I need to learn how to write in my language again. But well, later. So here we go. Songs are either directly sing about self-harm/ suicide or remotely depressive or just fit my mood. I haven't cut in like three months now btw. Well I lied. But small cuts don't count. The world is always in need of another stupid teenager who post list of songs that she likes. And I'll explain why I love them. Some lyrics will be there just to show he obvious. Last time I check this is a personal blog and well :)) Here I am. Down here are personal ideas and if you don't like don't read. Most can be found on spotify. Some can be found on youtube. All are available somewhere on the internet. These are (for me) fitting to listen to when I'm in a mood. Some are bland and daft but who are you to judge my music taste ?

TRIGGER WARNING. CAN BE TRIGGERING FOR ALL SORT OF THINGS SO PLEASE DON'T READ AND/OR LISTEN TO SONGS.

REPEAT. CAN BE TRIGGERING.

REPEAT. THE OWNER OF THE BLOG IS NOW ON HER WAY TO RECOVERY.

(in no particular order ... well in order of they date I added them into playlist actually)

(cut because well, this will make you read the goddamn trigger warning)

-29-04-13

Nice song ♥

Exam in 3 days

F*ck

But enjoying life.

Random words for today [07-04-13]

bane: nguyên nhân suy sụp, sự suy sụp, tai ương, bả, thuốc độc
tarmac: đá giam trộn hắc ín để trải mặt đường
practice

[29-03-13]

Cứ như con mèo ăn vụng vậy =)) Thiệt tình

Chỉ là 1 cái ly thôi mà ~ Có phải cái gì quan trọng đâu ~

Sinh ra đã là gian dối =))

Triggers triggers everywhere shit

he he

[20-03-13]

Còn 10 tuần nữa mình sẽ chia tay UK

Trên đường đi học về, thấy 1 con chim nằm chết.

Cây trụi lá.

Cắt cành.

Hoa đào.

Nghỉ học vẽ.

Aalliiee

[30-01-13] Đương xem Johnny Count Down

vì năm mới chưa tới nếu chưa xem Johnny count down

Woohoo yeah yeah mợ nó 22:41 rồi hú là bị chửi cho coi lol

24-01-13 Greenwood

Greenwood - Peter Paul and Mary

Làm mình nhớ tới mấy cái đám cưới mình đi với mẹ

Nhạc êm dịu và thức ăn ngon. Máy lạnh nhẹ nhàng. Cảm giác như đang bay bay.

Nhớ nhà ?

'If we knew these things in the greenwood"



I've seen a thousand people kneel in silenceI've seen them face the rifles with their songsI always thought that we could end the killingBut now I live in fear that I was wrong
The killer and the cynic waltz togetherTheir eyes are turned into their skullsThey do not feel the bullets in the bodiesThey do not hear the dolphin or the gull
If we do these things in the greenwoodWhat will happen in the dry?
If we don't stop there'll come a time when womenWith barren womb will bitterly rejoiceWith breasts that dry and never fill with promiseGladly they'll not suckle one more life
Is this then the whimper and the ending?The impotence of people raised on fearA fear that blinds the sense of common onenessCommon love and life or death are here
If we do these things in the greenwoodWhat will happen in the dry?
Will no one light the candle in the darkness?Will no one be my guide, not let me fall?I've lost the sense that tells me where the path isI feel the chill of winter in my soul
There's no way I can say the words more plainlyThere's no one left to point at anymoreIt's you and me and we must make the choice nowAnd not destroy the life we're living for
If we do these things in the greenwoodWhat will happen in the dry?
If we do these things in the greenwoodWhat will happen in the dry?

24-01-13 mình ghét mình,

Sự đáng sợ là mình đã viết cái blog này được năm năm. 5 năm đó. 5 năm trời đó.

Đọc lại mấy cái entry cũ chỉ muốn chửi thề. Mắc gì mà mình phải lớn lên vậy. Ai đó nói mình nghe với.

24-01-13

Ờ mình sơn móng tay tay trái xanh đậm như màu trời đêm tay phải đỏ đậm như máu sắp đông.

Ờ mình hôm nọ buồn chán đời. Nhưng hôm nay mình không sao.

Mình đang nghe Peter, Paul and Mary.

Mình nghĩ mình không tới nỗi tệ. Mình nghĩ mình không tới mức bỏ đi.

Nhưng có khi ngày mai mình sẽ lại nghĩ quần cho xem ~

Nhưng mình có anh hai ~ có ba mẹ ~ có người thương mình.

Cứ như mình cứ đánh nhau với đời. Thua thì khóc thắng thì uống chocolate nóng.

Thua nhiều hơn thắng.

Nhưng như Thomas Ford viết trong 'Suicide Notes', con người ta thường hay quên đi nỗi đau.